turning normal

I'm slowly turning into a normal person, whereby my motivations for moving around is to keep my jelly roll from growing beyond redemption or keep the brain entertained. The satisfaction I usually take with my work has eased as well. This has been helped a bit by taking some more time off to relieve the shop of some payroll burden and to give me space to think, but I haven't come to any conclusions. You'd wonder, could someone ever tire of leisurely sipping ones coffee in the morning and bending one's time to whatever one minds? Eventually, yes. Most of the recent projects that have lifted my spirits seemed to have run into insurmountable road blocks. All of which have served to entirely sap the wind from my sails. I don't know what that means...and I've been laboring to figure it out. The real question is laid out: What next?

And now I've discovered an ant problem, so that's the first task for now I guess. However, I'd like life to throw me a more concrete answer.